Jeffs-Site

Well kids it’s official ,

I’m very very depressed at the circumstances I’m finding at my work.
Who ever thought that when working with the homeless and mentally ill that it would be the ones running the place that disturb me the most.
At least most of my clients know that they have a problem,
unfortunately the people who run the place don’t.
who knew.
Please pray that God find’s a place to transfer my employment to in a big way,
this just isn’t worth the risks we’re taking anymore.
I am very very sad and frustrated indeed.

I will have or be this in 1 year or less.

no one ever listens to me
yesterday she said
wrapped in her misery
thoughts that run across her head
simple little things that
she always thought would stay
have all but evaporated
have all but run away
melting in a pool of tears
the good hearts walked on by
no one even cared
and no one asked why
and a hundred different dreams she dreamt
and many words she said
were spoke into the heart of God
the sunset swirled around her head
no one knows about the loss
no one took it on
no one watched it bleed down
no one cared that it was gone
and a hundred different dreams
across the wall she said
were shone into the heart of God
the sunset swirled around her head
hold my hand across the water
kiss me deep not like a daughter
and the sorrow did split
and the glass did shatter
and it’s not like you care
and it’s not like it matters
and tommorow is spice
and the night air is sweet
and she slept with a tear
and her socks on her feet
and there’s no explanations
there’s just distance and stares
it’s so loveless and fucked up
and nobody cares
and that isn’t quite true
and you know God is listening
and those feelings so blue
he feels each tear that’s glistening
you don’t know what to do
and it’s all working forward
but you can’t see the plan
and it seems such a waste
and you don’t understand
and that face that was laced
is so gone and so cold
empty and listless
to confess hesitation
shrouded in the apocalypse
horses of revelation
it will all be fine
it’ll work out just wait
just be patient and positive
it will fall into place
still…
no one ever listens to me
yesterday she said
wrapped up in her misery
and thoughts that run across her head
and the night air is sweet
and she slept with a tear
another week, another day
another minute
another year…..