Tommorow never listens to me
yesterday she said,
haunting me again like a chant that’s in my head
no one ever listens to me, o she yelled so loud,
never could just quite admit it, now she can’t push it down
top of her lungs knocked the cups off the rungs and the whole window did shake
etched into my aching heart, and left tears in it’s wake.
Dont’ you worry baby now it’s gonna be ok,
fuck yourself and everyone else it’ll never be that way
and I’m pretty sure you’re right, I guess there’s no need to lie,
but I hate to see you cry on such a beautiful night,
no one’s trying to rush you, you’re not in anyone’s way,
it’s just the rush and hush of the everyday crush but I’m gonna take it away,
close your eyes and feel it
the presence you once knew
say their name
and It’ll be the same
coming back to you
there’s no need to hide from shadows
in the silky jasmine bush
take my hand and I’ll hold you tight where
no one can push
breeze is coming in, across the gorgeous sea,
gorgeous gills to dive right in,
just for you and me
we can build our own sweet castle
underneath the sea
we’ll sing the songs of dolphins and whales
new ones just for you
and me
under the blue just you and me
nothing to do just you and me
everything’s cool just you and me
turtle’s and sea shells you and me
until the air is clear,
and then I’ll draw you near,
into the atmosphere,
we’ll be free….
yeah you….
and me.
:)
It never ceases to amaze
the fucking weird people there are out there
the hidden disturbances
the ironies
the diseases under the skin
that rot your happiness like a gosh damn rust on metal
I had a totally shit day yesterday
Try to picture this
I was blamed and bitched at for 15 minutes of overtime
out of the blue
no thank you Jeff
no hey you’re doing a great job jeff
no thanks for going the extra mile Jeff
no thanks for going out into Orange County and talking to all those fucking people Jeff
no not at all
Our program director tries to ambush me with her ignorance and prejudice
her sith robe pulled up over her head
eyes glowing
little devils sickness pouring out of her veins slowly
“I need to see you from time to time at 8 o clock to sign off at this payroll sheet Jeff”
No shit? Well, you know it’s funny because on Monday I’m here at 8:15 for our pointless gay fucking stand up meeting that accomplishes nothing just like it always does you pointless douche
I’m here on Wednesdays unless there’s an emergency at 8:00 until 12
and I’m here on Fridays by 9 for our other pointless meeting you fucking fat cow so…
Just exactly where are you looking?
From time to time you say…
Shit you’re totally Blind aren’t you….
Lost
hateful
Ignorant
satanic
demonic
disrespectful of those around you
and unappreciative
Do you see this Lord how she torments me in the field?
The ability to generate the most inappropriate severe falsehoods unsolicited hate, and irony seem to be the requirement for being being a program director at the land of love in crappy fuckhole anaheim california.
Honestly I never ceased to be amazed….
Threaten me over the sheet for my payroll will you?
No problem bitch, you got it.
You’ll get what you pay for….
I feel it’s good to warn you though, watch your tires on the way home….
You never know what may be in the road coming at you…..
and you have no idea who’s right under your nose…
So what do you want to do with her Jeff? My self says to me…
putting yu at risk out there…
no compassion for what you’re going through
no thanks for all your hard work…
abusive….
hostile…..
hateful…..
inconsiderate…..
totally fucking insane…..
Well, honestly I’d like to nail her with a lightning bolt,
or maybe just pin her up against a wall with my mind nice and high up and give her a good talking to before I slide her back down shaking, shrieking and pissing on her fat cow self….
Fuck yeah she totally deserves it…
and more…
Sigh…
But what does Jesus want you to do Jeff?
Well, that’s a different story….
Jesus wants me to bless her, and forgive her….
and in doing so I will be “heaping tons of coals on her head”
and God (since he made me) knows I would like to do nothing more than heap tons of coals on her head.
The other Guy too, he’s a fucking tard and a half, and that guy is going to get sued.
Bless him too, that’s what God wants you to do.
Ok fair enough, I’m going to fuck that guy up.
Coals away.
God bless you both.
I forgive you both S.C. and T. S. for the sins you committed against me on 05/31/07, and 06/01/07
But this one thing….
It’s amazing how I can go anywhere and mention that I work with the homeless, and people are just like “wow, that’s so awesome, good for you you really are one of the good guys…”
and yet our own program director and regional director couldn’t care less, and see the wrongs of their own hand against their field hands
in such a severe way…..
We’re supposed to be the one’s dealing with the mentally ill, and yet,
no matter how I look at it,
you two are more fucked up that anyone else,
and your mistreatment
and accusations,
and hostility,
the totally grotesque lack of empathy, awareness, and compassion
and who knows what else….
go straight from your mouth,
to God’s ears….
Yep…..
Don’t say I didn’t warn ya…….
Coals aplenty are awaiting for you both.
What a shame,
all I wanted was peace and to help.
And yet….
Look at you….
you don’t even care…
and you can’t even seem to see it.
mm hmmm.
God Bless you both.
I forgive you.
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