Jeffs-Site

baby it’s my sweet neurosis drifting into bliss narcosis
it’s the best of the blessed and it’s a pest to test my jesting sis
it’s the smell of ocean breeze
drifting past my head and knees
I’m thinking bout my family and our whole cool family tree
will she ever meet them
will she ever greet them
christmas eve complete them
socks are hung by the chimney with care
no wife no girlfriend, no one’s there
everyone is smiling guess I’ll have to
try to enjoy it, fake my way through
I’m crying inside and they have no clue
generations of their cherished presence
their laughter and quintessant essence
will she ever meet them
will she ever greet them
the love of my life
will she ever even see them
everything is beautiful
everything is fine
I guess I’ll keep the faith
and I’ll try to keep from crying
I’m sure she’s near around the corner
won’t help her if I’m a goner
and when we meet the stars will part
circle round my broken heart
kiss my sweet soul back to life
I’m sure it will be just right
and all the loss won’t be a pest
but maybe it will hurt much less
and I won’t be scared to confess
baby it’s my sweet neurosis drifting into bliss narcosis
it’s the best of the blessed and it’s a pest to test my jesting sis
baby it’s my sweet neurosis drifting into bliss narcosis
it’s the best of the blessed and it’s a pest to test my jesting sis
baby it’s my sweet neurosis drifting into bliss narcosis……

distant candlelight over all the softened night drifting into dreams again it’s not so bad she waits for me there she is all that’s keeping me going
thinking creeping what she knowing power I can’t quite place and can’t foottap it’s the strangest thing how it all goes to crap
and all the hopelessness just drifts into jasmine fathom batting average it’s so different who’s up to no good
tell me once again you’re solid
solid sex and love I wonder will you bring me down or hey perhaps to see me fly it’s a quick bliss twist I don’t know why but everything is going right and everything is so beautiful

sometimes………

I think I told you once it’s the only place I’m free
I think I told you so it’s the only place I’m me
with sonic scape a blarin’ I’m, not caring what’s going on
I’m in my element
I’m on my elephant
I’m cruising right on by
it’s the only place I see God’s face how can you ask me why
dreams and things it seems they flow so free from me it’s in my fingertips
tap my feet and sweet release the notes up to the sky
I’m on fire
I’m no liar
the spirit is sooo strong
it’s the moanings of the holy ghost that I can’t find words I long to say
and it’s power such a shower I’m immersed in holy grace
it’s the breath of heaven leaning close and kissing my sweet face
I’m bowed down
in the sound
my head is to the ground
and the beauty is endless, so sweet blessed
I see burning spirits blaze
ending and beginning it’s the only way
baby take your stand, it’s the time, and time won’t wait
snap the fingers lick your lips and you’re in another place……..

oh my god I’m longing strong won’t you take me away lift me back into that bright blue sky for just another day all the people here with wicked hearts and face, it all seems sick and twisted is there ever such a place where I can be close
I am quiet in my tear in my years and in my space is there a place for me the heaven that I once was is where I want to be to breathe in all the pure clean air and hearts are not so hard the sickness that I hear and listen to just breaks my fucking heart I try and try and try so hard not to let it get me down but honey its’ gotten bad that turmoil in your heart and head it’s alot for me to hear to listen to to bear sweetie is it ever just a good day I long again to watch the sunset on the ocean shore without a thousand vultures sitting by my side, darkness in their heart and words and the devil in their eyes, I’m trying trying trying hard so hard yeah once again that place where I was was I want to be there once again
the soft rose scent and fresh caress the blessed and best your heart and skin the sweetest words I ever heard I want to hear it once again, it’s the sound, the silence that the shrieks it’s wicked message around and permeates the air between us in a twist of fate the meanness gracious father I’m on my hands and knees I’m broken I implore, that place that I once was I want to be there once more maybe it’s just the sadness in my eyes maybe I romanticize all their wicked sticks and lies pointed at me once more I’m crying in my heart oh good lord I implore, that golden fresh and pretty air the absence of a sickened glare, the humble gorgeousness I can’t compare, for my lover, for my God , for my poor heart for my friend, take me back to all that heaven lord please take me once again where I can breathe