October 9, 2007
That’s the question about all this isn’t it right?
What did I learn from all this…
Hmmm…
Well, I think I can compile it into a good list
That sometimes the apple does fall far from the tree, very very far.
That ownership is the main thing to aim for, it’s all about the ownership, don’t take your eyes off of the prize
That God is paying attention, and that I’m definitely on the radar, and that he really does take care of us
don’t sell yourself short, those things that you do well, and that are unique to you are much more valueable than you might think,
and may be more significant that you ever dreamed of.
That God loves us.
that Christian friends sometimes are not good Christians, and sometimes not good friends either….
That there are people I currently can count on, and people I currently cannot, and I am thankful to know who they are….
That this is a very big world, with so much to see and offer, if you just make the effort to get out and see it, and that a day can be like a dream, and a dream and be just the same as a day.
That certain parts of California are dead and dying, and have developed a very negative evil spirit amongst them, and that the future is not looking good for them, and will fail horribly as a society if things don’t change for the better very soon, they will
choke on the weight on their own sins and flesh.
That my Dad and family is more special and more amazing than I could ever really say, and that my Dad is such a neat and amazing person for the things he’s lived through and the person that he is. I love him so much.(my Mom and Sis Too!)
That it is important to work smarter, not harder.
That at all times you need to exercise your rights in every way possible and make others acutely aware of what they are to live a good and full life as free from oppression as possible.
That the good times with people who have passed are still very good, and still very beautiful even if they break your heart when you accidently think of them.
That good friends and caring people can come from unexpected places when you need them most.
So far, that’s my list. I’ll be working on this more as I go along.
October 4, 2007
ramble round tomorrow’s dreams
is it just the strangest things
the things you say when you feel down
who you talking to what’s tomorrow say to me
yesterdays cash tomorros trash
who know’s what’s what with that anymore
draw a circle in the sky
one big curve and two bright eyes
tell me more ’bout outer space
look up at that smiley face
winking at you from the great big blue
there some much more that you could understand
some much more from that love hand
much more loyal than your brand
swirl and twist into this bliss
tomorrow’s gonna be just fine
September 25, 2007
I don’t care where we go tonight,
anywhere’s fine
as long as I get to see your face
as long as I can look into your eyes
anywhere’s fine
baby we can walk in the moonlight
sing a song of blue near the sea
sing a song just walking along
anywhere’s fine, baby I’m not lying
anywhere’s fine as long as you’re here with me
tell me not to be ashamed of my tears
tell me that only fools have fears
as long as God’s above and we live a life of love
hear a guitar soaring like an angel’s dove into the sky
anywhere’s fine
What’s the end and where’s the start
I kiss your lips and you touch my heart
I just can’t win see when you brush up against me
you could take me down and kick me but somehow we float so high
I don’t want to let you down I don’t want to ever make you frown
I’d drive across the world, I’ll walk across to the other side of of town
yeah anywhere’s fine….
September 23, 2007
Under the moonlight I saw you
under the moonlight I saw your eyes
take me away to, an-other place
lost in your kiss lost in just the nick of time
I can still feel your hands in mine
I can still smell your perfume
I close my eyes
and you’re there again
in the middle of the night
half past noon
don’tyou know you calm my soul
don’t you know you fuel my fire
won’t you wait to taste my
sapphire kisses
won’t you wait my sweet
inspire…
September 7, 2007
a hundred different dreams
I thought I heard you say
I sat drifting and thankful on a warm and strangely weary day
and the things that used to haunt you
and the hope that you once had
are mingled in a mush of a rush and the love so hoped for now gone bad
and now prayers answered and now prayers dreams
and the manifested requests that keep you at your best requited and frittered and embittered across the northern sky
and the beauty of a melody that floats across the night and the warmth inside your heart that transfers into mine
hand across the hands that handed you your gold all the strangest in betweens that lift above the mold and existence pure existence who can know much more than now and it all goes into place god makes it fit somehow
piano keys and singing strings and melodies that soar from angles throats the Good Lord now has blessed you now has come to heed your call
and you are on the radar and you are now ok, and you are quite the lover and you are on your way and the jungles now await and the tease across the blue
and the nemisis awaits itself but that nemisis ain’t you
oh my darling can’t you feel good feel how you should feel just ok for a while
like a star that’s shining my heart’s pining for that day I so can’t lie why do keep it out of reach for you and so then make me cry
and the empty silly skylines that lock you in a block you can’t see above the black don’t you fear no baby close your eyes
take my hand I’ll take you back
it’s just a breath away a judgement day, a lovely stray that comes to out reached hands it’s there inside outside you don’t you understand
see the lord there shining in your head and in your heart all the cells are busy shining vibrating in harmony to start
oh it makes me cry to be so close to you you see and it all comes into focus now your free….
frankincense and myrrh and just blur and then it’s gone I hope you take this with you sing it out loud hear this song…
a hundred different dreams
I thought I heard you say
I sat drifting and thankful on a strangely warm and lovely day
September 2, 2007
I hear loud and clear
unmistakeable sound
every speck of dust
as it falls to the ground
I don’t hear laughter
I don’t see shame
all the silouhettes of what was won’t refrain
I see you here and now
I see what was once then
and I’m standing right here
between what was and now when
I lie down at night
and I hear every sound
over oceans and waves
hear my tear hit the ground
hear my tear hit the ground…
I’m determined to smile
through the rips in my shirts
I’m determined to try
no matter how it hurts
and tomorrow is riches
and women of old
and the angels will smile
and my tears won’t take hold
I lie down at night
and I hear every sound
over oceans and waves
hear my tear hit the ground
hear my tear hit the ground…
and I’m all out of answers
taxed too much on my brain
all the silouhettes of
what once was won’t refrain
and I’m trying to fight it
yeah what will and won’t stay
August 13, 2007
they keep telling me that love is still alive and thriving
how come I feel like I’m sinking and diving
I catch my breath but there’s so little left
I can’t but help but cry and then hope and then try it’s
getting me down all that love that you seem to feel
holding hands like it’s so damn unreal
up and down the street I can’t quite take it
it’s not a hassle I’m just trying to wrastle
all of these things I just don’t know
God I know that you love me, you’re here and above me, so why does it hurt so much so…
It’s not neglect I just can’t quite connect all the minds and hearts out there are empty and wrecked
am I flotsam and jetsam it a world full of jetsons who can’t seem to see I’m about to break down and cry man cause it get’s me down
getting me down all that love that you seem to feel
holding hands like it’s so damn unreal
up and down the street I can’t quite take it
it’s not a hassle I’m just trying to wrastle
all of these things I just don’t know
God I know that you love me, you’re here and above me, so why does it hurt so much so…
everythings fine just a brief state of mind that I thought that I’d let you step in
it[’s just a snap shot of my broken damn jacked heart not that it’s necessarily where you’d want to begin
just a little respect and a little compassion in the vortex of rushing self spiraled new fashion is it
it’s confusing me…
everything is so beautiful
but it’s not the same without you…
everything is so beautiful
but you’re making the sky, a whole new shade of blue
dream’s dreams I find my refuge there
I awake it’s just great except that no one is there
reaching across that old empty bed from the
moment that I rise
it’s too much, for me to take,
what a way to start, the day with tears
in my eyes….
getting me down all that love that you seem to feel
holding hands like it’s so damn unreal
up and down the street I can’t quite take it
it’s not a hassle I’m just trying to wrastle
all of these things I just don’t know
God I know that you love me, you’re here and above me, so why does it hurt so much so…
everything is so beautiful
but it’s not the same without you…
everything is so beautiful
but you’re making my sky, a whole new shade of blue…..
copyright all rights reserved- Jeffrey Von Stetten 2007
August 3, 2007
I was just sitting here thinking to myself that that’s true…
One day we’re going to run out of oil….
think about it
as you’re driving around town
watching everyone scramble around at a breakneck pace
kids here
trucks there
banana’s dropped off
planes flying
and then….
it’s all going to come to a screeching halt
no more oil
we can see it
we can anticipate it
we can plan for it
we can come up with alternatives
but for the most part people don’t do shit
the most attention that’s even been paid in the last decade was when our gas prices went up to $3.00 and then some….
laggers
I think there’s a handful of crops we could use for significant biodiesel sources
Primarily Hemp, it is a great selection because it nourishes the soil it’s produced on without assistance, and grows quickly
not only does it fix one problem it fixes 2
It cleans the air at a very rapid pace as it grows, more so than corn or cotton,
it has duplicitous uses,
it’s leftovers can help feed people
really everybody wins
corn is the next one
then maybe like garbage and cotton, those could be a choice….
but cotton…
not so hotton that stuff
it seems to have quite the retroactive sting
and it’s a soil leecher
dirt puller
nutrient robber
a bandit of the best stuff
non negotiable for sustainability
You know where people really drop the ball with the alternative fuel stuff is in two categories
A) You have to look sharp and classy. No one is going to be won over by a singing kid in a bandana in the middle of a hemp field with a guitar, it just won’t hold, and people are really sick of that presentation….. They want hard cold clear evidence, stats , and effective planning……
B) What we’re talking about is replacing all the cars on the road, with one’s that are hybrid combos of electric and biodisel. Hopefully smaller, and preferably one’s that fucking fly.( I can say fucking here because this is my blog. If you don’t like my words go get your own blog fucker. ) Anyway…. If our representatives in congress and presidential administration really wanted to solve the problem, all they have to do is offer a huge financial incentive to anyone (any company that is) who can produce a hybrid electric and biodiesel car, that will cost less than 10000.00 That’s it. Give them a huge award for their efforts and get the economy going.
That’s it. Problem solved for the most part. Then there’s that pesky stuff lurking in the air, we can address that as the next in line.
However, you will not convince me that between the workings and patents of Nickola Tesla and effective hemp biodiesel that we cannot make much cleaner and more effective vehicles, along with several other cleaner sources of energy that will diminish our glacial melting.
Until then…
buy stocks in green companies, and most of all, air conditioning companies, because boys and girls, it’s going to get pretty fucking hot.
Don’t say I didn’t warn ya….
July 15, 2007
I keep listening to the song that’s in your head
every word you sing that always goes unsaid
I can hear the melody that’s dancing on your lips
I can hear the beat you sway to with your hips
moonlight it’s alright in the ultraviolet sky
smoke rises from the factory stack and their many evil eyes
broken concrete dried and cracked and left to slowly die
abandoned by it’s makers in the blink of an era rusted tossed out cruely passed on by
choking out the grasses, all the masses don’t ask why
nothing to sustain you, no one wonders why
you panic in starvation on a cold and northern night
I close my eyes and smell the lemongrass in bloom
pine and sage fresh from the desert floor and roots so soon
the stones that cry out over blood that spilled
many moons ago
many men and women who didn’t ask , didn’t want to, didn’t care to know
oh my soul my aching heart just sees this gloom
It shrieks out, and speaks out, over the weathered runes
etched into stones who’s children and wives have long gone by
nothing to sustain you, no one wonders why
you panic in starvation on a cold and northern night
molecules and glass on a laboratory floor
bunson burners batteries and key codes punched into the door
secrets now and keep sakes of an era long gone by
abandoned by it’s makers
cracked and left to slowly die
I keep listening to the song that’s in your head
every word you sing that always goes unsaid
I can hear the melody that’s dancing on your lips
I can hear the beat you sway to with your hips
moonlight it’s alright in the ultraviolet sky
I keep walking , sip my coffee, now you know what’s on my mind….
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